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Granddaughter’s Birthday

Today was my granddaughter’s 10th birthday. We went to a restaurant where she received a balloon, a happy birthday song from the employees, and an ice cream sundae to go along with dinner. I gave her a necklace that belonged to my mother that I thought would look nice with the dress she is wearing for the upcoming wedding. She felt pretty special and we reminisced over photos and stories from the past. Now she is double digits and feeling pretty big. It is a blessing to spend time with her.

I Found God today celebrating my granddaughter.

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Painful Best

I saw a quote today from C.S. Lewis that read, “We are not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be.”  That reminded me of my thoughts over the past several years. I always knew God was along side us in our struggles, but it didn’t seem right to me that it all should have been so difficult and painful. During this past year since my mom’s death, part of what I have been working through is fearing God’s plan for the rest of my life. I know His ways are good. I know life is difficult and painful. It’s that painful part that I would rather not experience. At the same time, I do have faith that God works all things for my good and for the good of those around me.

I Found God today remembering to have faith through life’s painful moments.

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Double Digits

My son and his family hosted the birthday party for my granddaughter today. She will be turning 10 years old in a couple of days. Her mother reminded us that she will be in double digits now for the rest of her life – unless she lives to be 100 years old. I never thought of it that way before. My granddaughter was super excited to officially be a “pre-teen”. And she was excited for her party. She has friends at school, but for whatever reason, she usually only has 1 or 2 attend her birthday parties. Perhaps it is because it is so close to the start of school. I was happy to see that she had 5 friends come over – 4 girls and 1 boy. They all knew each other from previous years and were all in the same class this year. All of them seemed to have a great time just running around, screaming, piling on top of one another, and chasing one another. The noise level increased exponentially. At the same time, when things got too rough and one child got hurt, everyone calmed down and were concerned for them. And at one point, one child was kind of left out of the group. When my daughter in law made my granddaughter aware of it, she went over and got them all together again. So, while they were all full of energy, laughter, and hyperactivity, they were also very caring and concerned for each other. One little girl wrote a heartfelt note in the card expressing how she was excited to start 5th grade with my granddaughter. Another one gave her a cross that she had decorated. It made me happy to see the joy and love of all the “pre-teens”.

I Found God today in the joy, love, and care of children.

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Spiritual Afternoon

A friend and I had lunch with a priest friend of ours today. I see him often as I volunteer at the Newman Center where he is assigned. However, my friend had not been able to sit and visit with him for quite some time. She lives with and cares for her mother. However, she had a few days to herself as her mom was away visiting her granddaughter and great-grandchildren. I thought how wonderful it was that the granddaughter and family would house her, entertain her, and care for her for several days like that. My friend said that she usually gets anxious for a day when her mother is elsewhere. But she felt anxious today also for whatever reason. As we chatted, she shared some of her more recent spiritual stories that our friend had not heard, such as the angels unaware who visited her in the emergency room when her mother was in a bad way. And of her nephew who seems to be spiritually gifted, has had visions, and has wanted to be a priest since he was very young. He was recently Confirmed and my friend recalled how she could feel the Holy Spirit in the church that day. As she talked, she became more emotional and teary eyed. Before we left, our priest friend gave her a medal of St. Benedict – which was the Confirmation name her nephew chose – and gave her a blessing. As we were getting ready to leave, she said she did feel better. Perhaps she just needed to share those stories. For me, sometimes talking about God’s grace brings peace to my heart as I remember how good He is. I felt blessed to share the afternoon with them.

I Found God today sharing a spiritual afternoon.

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Housing More Children

I was visiting with my neighbor tonight when she received a call from her daughter in law. She was asking if she could borrow the small mattress that her son uses when he spends the night at “Mimi’s”. My neighbor explained that her son and his wife are involved in an organization that is similar to the fostering program, but different. This organization does it’s best to help families before they get into a situation where the children are taken into the foster care system. They offer classes and training to help the mom and dad be good parents. And they offer respite, which is why they needed the additional mattress. My neighbor’s son and his wife will be housing 4 children from a household in which the mother really needs a break. The children will be with them for the weekend, along with the 2 young boys of their own. I was in awe of the love, generosity and courage of this family to host 4 additional children in this way. They are truly doing God’s work.

I Found God today in a generous and loving family.

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So Blessed

I had my annual appointment with my primary care physician today. There are always many forms to complete and today was no different. As I went through each questionnaire, I became increasingly grateful. First there was the mental health assessment. I remembered when I went through it last year and realizing there was cause for concern. I was grateful that I had access to the help I needed and was feeling much better at this point in time. I completed the alcohol/drug addiction evaluation and was grateful that has not been a problem. The last form was a new one asking about home life. I was grateful that I live in a safe environment and that I am not lacking for care, food or shelter. I thanked God for His blessings, particularly during this past year. As I became more grateful, I also became more concerned and empathetic for those who are struggling with such things and prayed for them as I waited. Perhaps it isn’t a physical solution for someone, but I believe that my prayers can help in some way.

I Found God today grateful for His blessings.

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Animals At Dusk

A few weeks ago, I decided to purchase a membership to our zoo. I love going there and the cost of the membership would pay for itself in only a few visits. This evening the zoo was open after hours for members, so I decided to go. It was a very popular event, but even so, there were not as many people as on a regular day. I decided to go all the way to the end first and make my way back. It was a good decision as it was very quiet and I was rewarded with seeing the wolf pretty close up. Many of the animals were more active than I have seen in a while. One of the elephants was swimming. Actually playing in the water. It would roll around and get some water in it’s trunk and spray it everywhere. Everyone had a great time watching it. I had never seen anything like that before. There were docents stationed along the way with helpful information. As dusk set in, the multi-colored lights turned on and set a serene mood. It was a beautiful night to be out and I was grateful as I really loved watching all the animals.

I Found God today in his creation of so many unique animals.

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Church Beginnings

I been trying to finish sorting out the different kinds of media here in the house, including the VHS tapes. There are so many that my dad recorded – particularly Star Trek and Sherlock Holmes. There are also some family movies, recordings of events, and some that are undefined. I had a stack that I started watching to see exactly what they were. In doing so, I put on a recording of a church dedication from 1987. It was our family church when we moved here in the late 1970’s and was housed in a temporary location. It took many years, but the parish came up with the plan and the funds to build a huge new permanent church. The recording of the dedication was not bad, for 1987 VHS quality. I was very interested in seeing the choir. My mother played the organ and her friend was the director. The camera did capture them both several times. Then, as they panned across the choir, I recognized my 1980’s hair. I didn’t remember singing in the choir for that event, but there I was. I also recognized many of the singers, most of whom have passed away. The Mass itself was very casual and contemporary. I remembered the church going through that time, but it was kind of a shock to see. There were no altar servers, but many other people who had assorted jobs during the celebration. A Methodist pastor said a blessing over the “baptismal pool”. The altar was set to the side, and the priest’s and bishop’s chairs were front and center. There was no altar cloth, but one small patten. The Eucharist was held in glass containers instead of the traditional gold. During Communion, many people dunked the host into the cup before placing it in their mouth. It was very different from what I am used to now and interesting to see how the pendulum swings. At the same time, the church was then and is now a place to worship God, to receive Jesus and the Holy Spirit, to come together as a community to pray, learn, and support one another. As the pastor pointed out, the people are the church. I am grateful and blessed to have been part of the parish then, and to have my son get married there in just a few weeks.

I Found God remembering the beginnings of a beloved church.

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Mom’s Words

I made my usual Monday visit and brought Communion to an elderly woman today. She sat in her favorite chair in the sun and I sat facing her. I was also partially in the sun. She got talking about all kinds of things, such as school times and riding the bus. At one point she looked intently at me and said, “You’re hair is so pretty.” The comment nearly took my breathe away as that was one of the last things my mother said to me as I bent over her bed. It was all I could do to hold back the tears. I thanked her and said that I got my mother’s curly hair. Then I pointed out the grays and we laughed about getting old. It is such a joy to visit her. I never know what she’s going to come up with. And every now and again, I think she is delivering messages from my parents.

I Found God today remembering words from my mother.

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Similar Experience

Tonight I watched a program about an organization that leads service trips to Lourdes. There was an interview with a young woman who had been on the pilgrimage several times. The first time that she went, she was 12 years old. I was close to that age when I went. She said she wasn’t in a good frame of mind when she went, but when she arrived, she felt the overwhelming presence of God’s love. She had no idea what to expect and was surprised at the grace she felt flowing over her. I remember feeling the exact same way. Listening to the woman recount her experience once again confirmed the reality of the amazing experience that I had at Lourdes.

I Found God today remembering my grace filled experience in Lourdes.