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Eyes On God

As I was praying about what to blog about tonight, I opened my phone and part of Psalm 27 popped up. When I turn on the news, the world around me seems to get more and more frightening. I know I probably shouldn’t turn it on at all. But the Psalm was a good reminder for me that there is more and to keep my eyes on God. I felt courageous, hopeful, and strengthened by it. So I figured it was meant to be shared:

The LORD is my light and my salvation;
whom should I fear?
The LORD is my life’s refuge;
of whom should I be afraid?
One thing I ask of the LORD;
this I seek:
To dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
That I may gaze on the loveliness of the LORD
and contemplate his temple.
I believe that I shall see the bounty of the LORD
in the land of the living.
Wait for the LORD with courage;
be stouthearted, and wait for the LORD.

I Found God today in scripture reminding me to keep my eyes on God.

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Wedding Outfits

I was happy that my sister was here for a couple days. I put on my outfits for the upcoming wedding and showed her. She helped me figure out what jewelry would look nice. She forgot to bring her dress with her, but had a photo. Today we went to the shoe store and she picked out a pair of boots to go with the western theme. It was fun spending time with her and planning outfits.

I Found God today spending time with my sister.

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Beautiful Drive

This morning, I woke up early again at the cabin to an interesting sound. At first, I thought it was a siren. Then I heard yipping dogs. I concluded it was coyotes. I went out on the deck and listened to them. The sound seemed to be coming from the valley just across the road. I have never heard them carry on so much. They would quiet down for a minute, then one of them would start up the high-pitched scream again and they would all start up yipping and howling. I listened for quite some time, wishing I could see them, but I never did. I packed up and left early so I could get home and to church. It was freezing outside and a heavy layer of fog laid on top of the ground. When then sun beamed on an area, the fog would actively evaporate, ascending into the sky. It was a beautiful drive home through the mountains. When I reached the city, I saw hot air balloons hovering over the skyline. I remembered it was the city’s big event this weekend. I thanked God for the wonderful sights and safe drive home.

I Found God today in a beautiful drive.

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Bear Investigation

My brother and I have been doing a lot of cleaning at the cabin. Yesterday he loaded up his truck with a couple bags of stinky trash to take down to the community dumpster. Unfortunately, they had already closed. So, the trash stayed in his truck overnight. Before we went to bed, we discussed what kinds of wildlife would be attracted to the scent. We have cameras that capture movement outside and I was anticipating that something would pay us a visit. At 5:00 this morning, I was somewhat awake and heard the camera notification on my phone. I listened for any noise outside while I found my phone and looked at the video. A little black bear had come to investigate the interesting smell. There was 1 video clip of him sniffing all around the truck and partially climbing on the bumper. He was in the right place to open the door to the topper, but obviously didn’t know how to. The next video showed him standing tall on the other side of the truck. He gave up pretty quickly and left. I opened the door to the small deck on the upper level above the driveway, but the bear had already moved along. When the sun came up, my brother, his dog, and I went outside. My brother’s dog was so excited with the fresh smell of bear, she could hardly contain herself. She was running all around to chase the scent with the hair on her back standing on end. Since it had rained during the night, the truck was wet and the bear left some fun and interesting marks. There were a couple of pretty clear paw prints that were about as big as my hand. And there was a bear nose boop on the side where the bear must have pressed his nose to get a closer smell. It was a very exciting morning. The safe encounters with wildlife is one of my favorite things about the cabin.

I Found God today seeing evidence of a bear.

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A Serene Moment

I am spending a couple days at the cabin with my brother. I got up pretty early this morning and walked with my brother and his dog. It was so peaceful and still. The air was crisp and fresh with the smell of rain on the trees. After our walk, I sat on the upstairs balcony and prayed the rosary. My brother’s dog joined me for part of the time. It was serene and I thanked God for allowing me to enjoy this time.

I Found God today in a serene moment.

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Connected Through Prayer

I felt drawn to church today, especially as I thought about the horrific shooting at Annunciation Catholic School in Minneapolis. I can’t even imagine what those children and parents are going through. I also can’t imagine a person allowing evil to have such a grip upon them. I went to the noon Mass, which had many more people than I had seen in the past. It seems there was a lot of solidarity and people wanting to do something helpful. The mayor of Minneapolis said, “And don’t just say this is about thoughts and prayers right now. These kids were literally praying.” His statement struck me. I don’t know if he was discounting the power of prayer, was just frustrated and saddened, or asking that more be done in the political realm. Whatever the case, I feel that our response should be both/and. Prayers do have power. I have seen it. So, praying is doing something tangible in my opinion. At the same time, it is horrifying that children are killed going to school and praying in a church. So, action does need to be taken in other ways as well. At Mass, our pastor said that he knew the pastor at the parish of the Annunciation and that they were in seminary together. He said he could not imagine what he must be going through right now as he tries to minister to his parish. He will be collecting notes of prayes, love, and encouragement from our parish to send to his friend. He said it is the least that we can do and was certain that it would be meaningful. I was glad I went to church. I felt connected to the bigger Catholic church. And I do pray that all those effected by this tragedy will be able to feel the love and support of people across the nation.

I Found God today connected in prayer.

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Little Boy, Big Heart

I was talking with my neighbor this morning and she told me about spending the day with her 7 year old grandson. They went up to the mountains and road a train. They also saw some mines which is the little boys new obsession. On the drive home, they passed a huge plot of land. My neighbor asked her grandson what he would do if he had lots of land like that. The boy had some pretty grandiose ideas. First he would build a mine – of course. Then he would build houses for the miners to live in. He would need kitchens and workers to feed them. There would be a big “H” and “L” on some other houses. My friend tried to guess what that stood for, but was unsuccessful. The boy said it was for homeless. He would go gather up all the people who didn’t have a place to live and bring them to his property. Then he would teach them how to be cooks, or miners, or other jobs. I was amazed at the extensive imagination and the big heart of the little boy.

I Found God today in a little boy with a big heart.

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Humming

I spent some time volunteering at the Newman Center today. One of the young ladies was humming as she went from here to there. I loved hearing that. I told her I enjoyed her humming and it reminded me of my mother who always had a song playing. The young woman said that she felt it was God’s way of having her share part of who she is with others. I loved her perspective.

I Found God today in the gift of humming.

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Generous Love

This evening I watched a program featuring a woman who talked about having an abortion when she was a young teenager. She was only 15 years old when she found herself pregnant. Her mother didn’t want her to have the baby and didn’t want the baby to be born under those circumstances. So the young girl was forced to have an abortion. Later in life, after she married, her first 2 pregnancies were miscarriages. She was certain God was punishing her for what she had done so many years ago. Many years later, she experienced a conversion to the Catholic faith. She said when she went to Confession, she was overwhelmed with the thought that Jesus died for her sins, and now she was freed. However, she still carried the thoughts that she was a bad person. Years later still, she went on a pilgrimage to Lourdes where she entered the bath. She said it was a surreal experience which was impossible to put into words. After that, she was completely healed from her guilt and shame. She leads prayer groups now for women who have lost babies and revealed that even those who say they are fine have a deep hole inside them that needs healing. I was impressed with her honesty, humility, calm demeanor, and love that she felt for others. I thought about what an amazing, loving, generous God we have and how He always offers us more and more grace as often as we continue to go to Him.

I Found God today in His generous love.

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Going To Be All Together

My son’s wedding is in just a couple weeks now. I have been talking with my siblings about coming and staying at my house. My nephew and his wife are coming too. Everyone wants to stay here and be all together. Today my sister reminded us of a time many years ago when we were all at the house together and had a pajama party. I think that’s what it will be like for a couple of days and I’m very excited about it. I’m so looking forward to having everyone all together for a joyful occasion.

I Found God today getting excited about having my family all together.