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Returning Care

This morning, my parents and I were remembering how sick I was as a child. I was diagnosed with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis when I was only 4 years old. From that time on, my joints stiffened, muscles weakened, and pain increased. I was unable to wash or comb my hair, button a button, or open a car door. My mother did all those things for me for years that I was unable to do for myself. She also took me to physical therapy and doctors appointments. It’s no wonder that I find myself doing the same for her. And I can due to the miraculous “remission” of the arthritis after my experience at Lourdes, where my mother took me. Today was the Feast of the Holy Family. Some of the scripture readings included the direction of children to honor their mother and father. This was the highlight of the homily as well. The priest said that he has the opportunity to visit nursing homes once a week. He hears all too often of the loneliness that the residents experience and how they are forgotten by their “loved ones”. I thought about how different my parents’ lives would be if they were moved to a facility. I am grateful that God has put on my heart to care for my parents at this point in their lives, even though it can be difficult. My mother cared for me when it was difficult, it’s the least I can do.

I Found God today being grateful for my mother’s care and the care I’m able to return.

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Welcome to the USA

I love listening to the stories and experiences that people have. I find it fascinating that we as people are so much the same, yet so diverse. We got together with our neighbors this afternoon and heard about how the wife was in the Air Force for a brief period of time. She worked at a military airport during the Vietnam war. On one end of the travel, she saw officers and soldiers who were on their way to fight. She helped them get organized and on the correct planes. On the other end, she greeted planes landing at the airport. She said there was no feeling like that of being able to say to a plane load of enlisted men, “Welcome to the United States of America.” There was a lot of cheering, hat throwing, and kissing the ground as they deplaned. Even though it was inappropriate, several men hugged her, gave her token gifts, and even kissed her in their elation. She had to keep telling them they weren’t allowed to do so, but there were those who were overwhelmed by their emotion. Our friend said it was one of the most rewarding experiences she has ever had.

I Found God today hearing the joy of men returning from war.

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Holy Innocents

Today the church honors the Feast of the Holy Innocents. It remembers those tiny martyrs who have tragically lost their lives. The reading of the day is from Matthew 2:13-18 which tells the story of how king Herod ordered the massacre of all the boys in Bethlehem and its vicinity two years old and under to be sure he wiped out the new “king”. Of course, he was threatened by Jesus, but Joseph had taken his family out of the area. I thought about and prayed for all the infants who have been lost in my own family due to miscarriages and such – siblings, nieces or nephews, grandchildren, and one of my own. I thought about and prayed for lives lost to abortion and mothers who I knew suffering from those decisions made, and for those suffering in silence. I saw an icon of the Holy Innocents that beautifully depicted many angels carrying babies. I prayed that those tiny lives lost are with God, that they can intercede for us here, and that God help heal the pain from such a loss.

I Found God today remembering and praying for tiny lives lost.

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Christmas and Family

It has been a wonderful few days celebrating Christmas with my family.

On Christmas Eve, my brother flew into town. My son got the opportunity to test out his new truck on snowy mountain roads as he drove my brother and my dad up to the cabin. They made some adjustments to the computer equipment up there so we can continue monitoring the weather and such. They seemed to really enjoy their man time. When they returned, we had so much fun as we video chatted with my other son and grandkids and watched each other open the gifts we sent. Later, we had dinner and went to church. The priest started with the most interesting analogy by talking about fruitcake. He recited the recipe which included various nuts, fruits, and rum. He said the more you eat the fruitcake, the more you discover the goodies it has to offer and the more inebriated you can become. Similarly, the more time you spend with Jesus, the more you realize the goodness He has to offer and you can become inebriated with His love. Food for thought.

We were missing my travelling brother and my nephew in the Navy on Christmas Day, so we got them on video chat. It was great fun to interact with them. Neither of them felt quite so all alone or quite so far away for the holiday.

Yesterday was pretty much resting day. My brother, parents, and I watched a movie that we all enjoyed and laughed at.

Today, my parents, brother, and I went to the Ghost Town Museum that has lots of buildings and artifacts from 100 years ago. My parents remembered many of the items and it was fun to hear their stories. We found some things that they actually still own and talked about how strange it was to them to go to a museum to find some of their things. My parents are weary, but we have all had an exciting time celebrating being together.

I Found God today reflecting on family at Christmas.

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Final Christmas Preparations

I stayed up way too late last night cutting out and baking pieces to make a gingerbread church, but I really enjoyed doing it. I thought of all the different times that I could remember making the church with friends, youth groups, and family. My sister came today and we all finally put up the Christmas tree. The stockings are hung and the presents are wrapped. The house glows with Christmas. In church today, the priest talked about making the final preparations for Christmas. However, he was describing how best to prepare our hearts for the arrival of Jesus Christ. I feel like the things that need to be done have been completed, so we are ready to celebrate Christmas with family for the next couple of days. With that all being accomplished, I pray for the grace to complete what is needed to prepare my heart.

I Found God today in final Christmas preparations.

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Blessing Cards

I finished and mailed my Christmas cards today. Yes, they are a little late, but I can’t seem to get them out much sooner. As I completed each card, I thought of and prayed for each person in the family. I found myself more grateful for them and the influence and blessing they have been in my life.

I Found God today remembering special friendships.

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God’s Grace in the Empty Space

I have been wanting to get to the Sacrament of Reconciliation during this Advent season. However, time is limited, there is a lot to do, and I kept forgetting. But the other day, I read about the experience of a good friend who went to the Sacrament. He wrote in part,

“I feel so uplifted, unburdened, inspired, and thankful after such confession and absolution, inspired by my “penance”. I feel a little sorry for non-Catholics of the world, as the pure joy, happiness, purity and lightness of heart, mind, and soul is overwhelming. My Catholic friends know what I’m talking about. For my non-Catholic friends, I hope that your religion, spirituality, or moral/life compass somehow allows for such unburdening of the heaviness weighing you down in your life.”

I do know what he is talking about and I was bound and determined to make it to Confession. I was happy to be able to go tonight. My experience wasn’t quite as overwhelming as it seems my friend’s was. But as I prayed, I felt “lighter”. As I continued contemplating, I realized my sins were gone, so of course there would be a release of a burden. And was is to happen to that now empty space? It is filled with God’s grace, which is a lot easier to carry.

I Found God today celebrating the Sacrament of Reconciliation.

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True Life-long Friend

My mom received a Christmas card today from a woman she has known for most of her life. When my mother was 5 years old, she started going to dance classes with the then little girl who was just a year older. There were many times in later years when their lives crossed paths in very interesting ways. My mom joyfully told me about her and said she is the only person who has remained in touch for the whole time – over 80 years. What a blessing.

I Found God today in a true life long friend.

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Award Winning Photos

My dad has had a few different careers during his life. But one thing that has remained with him from the time he was a young teenager is photography. Just as music is to my mom, photography is to my dad. That is how he expresses who he is, how he sees the world, and it has always brought him joy. He has thousands of images in numerous forms – printed, digital, slides, mounted, etc. Recently he has been making an album of all the photos that have won awards in various competitions. Not only are the pictures beautiful, but each one has a story to go with it. To me, the stories are just as compelling as the images that have captured them. It is a beautiful project that gives the viewer a glimpse into the essence of my dad.

I Found God today in my dad’s expression through his photography.

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Almost a Nun

We watched one of our favorite movies tonight – The Sound of Music. My mom told me that when she was younger, she had a friend who went to a convent to become a nun. The friend wanted my mom to go with her. My mom considered it too and asked her mother if she could go. But my mom was only 14. Her wise mother said to wait 4 years until she was 18. Then if she still wanted to become a nun, that would be fine. However, during that time, my mom met and started dating my father. That was the end of her desire to go to the convent. But, like the children in the movie, my siblings and I are blessed because of her decision. I am particularly grateful for the faith she has passed along to me.

I Found God today in the history of my mother’s faith.