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Mother Cabrini Shrine

Today I visited the Mother Cabrini Shrine with some ladies from the church social group that I joined. It was about an hour and a half drive from the city we live in, so I got to know the ladies a little bit more. One of them shares a birthday with me. Not only that, but Mother Cabrini’s feast day is also celebrated on that same day. It was all Divine Providence. Mother Cabrini dedicated her life to helping the poor, the sick, immigrants and those less fortunate and was the first American Citizen to become a canonized saint. During her journeys in 1902 to visit the Italian workers and their families in the Clear Creek, Argentine, and South Park mining districts, Frances X. Cabrini discovered a property on the east slope of Lookout Mountain owned by the town of Golden. In 1909–1910, she negotiated the purchase of this property as a summer camp for her charges at the Queen of Heaven Orphanage in Denver, CO. The only water was in a small pond next to the spring house. All of the water needed for drinking and cooking had to be brought up to the summer camp from the stream at the bottom of Mt. Vernon Canyon. In September 1912, the sisters complained to Mother Cabrini that they were dying of thirst and there was no water to be had. She answered, “Lift that rock over there and start to dig. You will find water fresh enough to drink and clean enough to wash.” The spring, which is housed in an 8,000 gallon tank, has never stopped running. Many pilgrims, through their faith, believe the water has brought healing and peace to their lives. Part of the land included a staircase to the top of a hill overlooking Denver. I surprised myself that I climbed the 373 steps leading up to the top of the Mount of the Sacred Heart. At the top was a large statue of Jesus in blessing over the city. There was also a heart shaped by rocks that Mother Cabrini herself arranged. The structure is under glass for all to see. When we went into the chapel, there was a priest talking with a group of young children. As we loitered, we realized it was his homily and they were actually celebrating Mass. We stayed and were surprised at the intimate, personal prayers for the families there. At the end a boy handed out prayer cards. We then realized that we had crashed a Mass that was being celebrated specifically for a family that included a mother and father, their 6 children and 27 grandchildren. The patriarch had recently been diagnosed with Parkinson’s. As they concluded their time, we snuck out. The time that we spent at the shrine was peaceful and energizing at the same time. I was so grateful for the day.

I Found God today experiencing the Mother Cabrini Shrine.

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Worth Pondering

I was going through social media today as I haven’t really been on too much – which is fine. I came across several thoughtful quotes from TobyMac that made me pause and think.

“Please don’t settle for something you know isn’t God’s plan for you just because you’re tired of waiting.”

“He calls each and every star by name. It’s not likely that He’s forgotten yours.”

“God doesn’t owe us an explanation every time He does something we don’t understand.”

All of these statements reminded me how big God is and how small I am. There are times when I am just doing things that need to be done and ask myself if it really matters in the whole scheme of life. Many times, those “things” really matter to me, such as keeping the house in order, even though I’m the only one here right now. That is necessary for my own personal mental well being. I guess it is good to ask those questions to help me get on the path God wants me to be on. It can be hard and even tedious to wait on God, to remember that He will never forget me, and that His will is perfect even if I don’t understand it. But I find that the more time I spend in prayer, the more I am able to allow Him to guide my actions.

I Found God today pondering His greatness.

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Illuminating Presence

I went to Mass this afternoon, which was specifically for those who have died this past year. I prayed for those I knew and my parents. The priest talked about a funeral he recently attended for a young woman. From his description, I recognized the story I heard at the Newman Center. The teenager was active in their community and they were devastated by her sudden death. The priest talked about how we are both physical and spiritual beings, therefore able to perceive spiritual things. He said that at the funeral, as the host was being consecrated, a beam of light shown through a window directly on the casket. I got chills just thinking about it. He said he looked at the girl’s family who noticed the light and were smiling. Afterwards, they said that they felt it was God telling them that their daughter was with Him. Later in the day, I went to the Newman Center for some volunteer work. I talked with one of the girls there about what the priest said. She had been to the funeral and seen what the priest talked about. She started crying as she showed me some photos of the scene that someone had taken. I had envisioned a small stream of light, but the entire casket was illuminated. One picture showed the light streaming through the incense that was also around the casket. It was dramatic, breath taking, and I joined the girl in tears.

I Found God today in his illuminating presence during a funeral.

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Conversion for Conversion

Today I talked with the Campus Minister of the Newman Center and learned more about her. She said that she wasn’t raised Catholic, but participated in Christian and Catholic groups, particularly after she graduated from high school. As she explored different religions, she started to attend Mass with a friend and their family. The more she learned about Catholicism, the more she fell in love with it – especially the Catechism, which explains what Catholics believe and why. She was Confirmed into the faith when she was 20 years old. Her experience as a young adult was very meaningful, which is why being the Campus Minister is so important to her, why she has so much love for the students. Her love for them is evident in the way she prepares events for them and interacts with them in person. God has done a great work in her life, and now she is doing a great work for others.

I Found God today in a loving, giving, faithful woman.

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Stories and Gratitude

Today I visited a friend and her mother who is 90 years old. I told them about my trip and showed them pictures. I’m not sure how much the elderly woman was able to see, so I explained what was in the photos. She explained to me that her eyesight is getting worse and her eyes are getting weaker, but at the same time she is not going blind and she felt blessed by that. Her daughter had made her a big eye chart that looked kind of like a giant word search. It included numbers as well. The woman told me that she uses the chart as part of her eye exercises. She looks at the letters and spells out words with her eye movements. She can also trace phone numbers. My friend showed me pictures of an extravagant church that she had visited. We had a good time visiting and sharing gratitude.

I Found God today sharing stories and gratitude with friends.

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Lots of Laughter

Yesterday was a gorgeous day, and I was happy to go for a long walk with one of my neighbors. Later that night, I went over to visit with her and her husband and tell them about my trip. I showed them photos of the sites and my people, and they shared their pictures of a trip they took as well. Perhaps it got too late too fast because of the time change, and maybe we were tired from our long walk, but suddenly everything seemed funny. My friend started laughing and soon her husband and I joined in. We couldn’t stop. It was one hysterical moment after another. When we finally calmed down, I decided I should go home and go to bed. But we all agreed that kind of laughter was good for the body, mind, and soul.

I Found God today in lots of laughter.

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Remembering Loved Ones

After celebrating All Hallow’s Eve followed by All Saints Day, today I went to Mass celebrating All Souls Day. The entrance of the church has a very large Baptismal font. When adults are Baptized there, they can actually walk in and out of the pool. Today, the font was adorned with probably 100 lit candles. They had all been decorated to the memory of a loved one who had died. Many had photos of the person. As I admired them, I noticed one had a photo of an ultrasound – a tiny baby. The baby was named and remembered. It was all I could do to hold back the tears. After Mass, I went to the cemetery and placed flowers on my parents’ grave. I prayed for them and all those buried there. As I was leaving, 2 separate families arrived. Each had a mom and a couple of little kids carrying flowers. It was a sweet scene, but solemn. I had made a little altar for my parents at home and shared it on social media. I gave people an opportunity to share the names of their deceased loved ones and to pray for all those listed, as well as those of us still here and grieving. I invite you to do the same here. A friend of mine shared a photo of her family altar as they celebrated Dios de los Muertos. It was extravagant, colorful, and wonderful. I saw so many ways that people remembered their loved ones today and they were all so personal and beautiful.

I Found God today remembering deceased loved ones.

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Struggling Priest

This morning, I went to Mass to celebrate All Saints Day. The 2 priests and deacon processed up to the altar at the beginning. I noticed the priest leading the way was struggling a bit. That would typically be the pastor. During the Mass, he didn’t read any of the scripture, or share the homily and seemed to be nodding off now and again. I wondered if it was the pastor who perhaps had a stroke. Both of my parents had a stroke, so I have an idea of what that looks like. When it came time for Holy Communion, the elderly priest made his way to the altar for the prayers. He read only a few sentences out loud and I was unable to understand what he was saying. He did hand out Communion, which seemed to go well as I happened to be in his line. After Mass, he stood in the vestibule to shake hands and wish people a blessed day, which is the usual. So, I shook his hand and thanked him. He responded with a warm handshake. I don’t really know the pastor who is new to the parish and have seen him only a few times, so even seeing him up close, I still wasn’t sure if it was the same man. Regardless of whether it was him or a different visiting priest, I was impressed with the care that he was given. He didn’t have to come out in public, but clearly it was something he chose to do. He didn’t have to hand out Communion or stand in the vestibule to greet people, but he did. The other priest led the Mass, but made sure he had what he needed at the proper times and watched over him. To me, it was a beautiful, loving example of publicly caring for someone in a difficult physical state. Instead of hiding, explaining, or pretending everything was alright, they simply went about business while making necessary accommodations.

I Found God today in an example of loving care.

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Blankets for Homeless

Today I spent some time at the St. John Henry Newman Center with an amazing young woman. She was making a tie blanket, so I offered to help. I asked her who would be getting the blankets. She said she was making them for homeless people. They wouldn’t be handed out in any organized manner, but she would be giving them to people that she encounters who clearly are in need of something warm. The young woman also carries care packages of socks, water bottle, and other necessities that she hands out to people. When I first met her, she was getting ready to receive the Sacraments of Initiation into the church at Easter. As we cut and tied, I asked if she felt like she had changed since that time. She said she has changed dramatically during the whole process of coming into the Catholic Church. Her faith and knowledge grew exponentially. Some things she used to think were alright she has realized are harmful. There have been challenging times, but she knows God is with her and their relationship will continue to flourish. I was so impressed with her generosity and how she shared her love of God.

I Found God today in a faithful young woman.

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Stories of Love

I have been slowly watching the previous episodes of this season’s Dancing With the Stars. Tonight I watched dedication night. The contestants chose a person that had been meaningful in their lives and dedicated their dance to them. They even included their special person in their dance. This season, Robert Irwin is one of the contestants. He dedicated his dance to his mother, acknowledging her strength, love, and perseverance as she raised him and his sister alone after their father died. The dance was heartfelt, emotional, beautiful, and captivating. At the end, he shared some movements with his mom and a long hug as he sobbed. I think the whole place was crying. Of course, I was too. The one thing that all the contestants had in common was that they honored someone they loved and who loved them. They weren’t even all family members, but each one gave tremendous meaning to their lives. It was a big cry-fest, but in such a beautiful way.

I Found God today as people shared stories of love.