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Little Boy, Big Heart

I was talking with my neighbor this morning and she told me about spending the day with her 7 year old grandson. They went up to the mountains and road a train. They also saw some mines which is the little boys new obsession. On the drive home, they passed a huge plot of land. My neighbor asked her grandson what he would do if he had lots of land like that. The boy had some pretty grandiose ideas. First he would build a mine – of course. Then he would build houses for the miners to live in. He would need kitchens and workers to feed them. There would be a big “H” and “L” on some other houses. My friend tried to guess what that stood for, but was unsuccessful. The boy said it was for homeless. He would go gather up all the people who didn’t have a place to live and bring them to his property. Then he would teach them how to be cooks, or miners, or other jobs. I was amazed at the extensive imagination and the big heart of the little boy.

I Found God today in a little boy with a big heart.

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Humming

I spent some time volunteering at the Newman Center today. One of the young ladies was humming as she went from here to there. I loved hearing that. I told her I enjoyed her humming and it reminded me of my mother who always had a song playing. The young woman said that she felt it was God’s way of having her share part of who she is with others. I loved her perspective.

I Found God today in the gift of humming.

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Generous Love

This evening I watched a program featuring a woman who talked about having an abortion when she was a young teenager. She was only 15 years old when she found herself pregnant. Her mother didn’t want her to have the baby and didn’t want the baby to be born under those circumstances. So the young girl was forced to have an abortion. Later in life, after she married, her first 2 pregnancies were miscarriages. She was certain God was punishing her for what she had done so many years ago. Many years later, she experienced a conversion to the Catholic faith. She said when she went to Confession, she was overwhelmed with the thought that Jesus died for her sins, and now she was freed. However, she still carried the thoughts that she was a bad person. Years later still, she went on a pilgrimage to Lourdes where she entered the bath. She said it was a surreal experience which was impossible to put into words. After that, she was completely healed from her guilt and shame. She leads prayer groups now for women who have lost babies and revealed that even those who say they are fine have a deep hole inside them that needs healing. I was impressed with her honesty, humility, calm demeanor, and love that she felt for others. I thought about what an amazing, loving, generous God we have and how He always offers us more and more grace as often as we continue to go to Him.

I Found God today in His generous love.

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Going To Be All Together

My son’s wedding is in just a couple weeks now. I have been talking with my siblings about coming and staying at my house. My nephew and his wife are coming too. Everyone wants to stay here and be all together. Today my sister reminded us of a time many years ago when we were all at the house together and had a pajama party. I think that’s what it will be like for a couple of days and I’m very excited about it. I’m so looking forward to having everyone all together for a joyful occasion.

I Found God today getting excited about having my family all together.

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Cool Air

It has been so hot lately. I have been able to open the windows in the morning for maybe a couple of hours but then have to close up the house and run the air conditioner most of the day. Last night, a cold front blew through and cooled things down significantly. It was so nice to have the windows open all day today and let the air come through. It just feels more energizing to me and I enjoy the sounds of life happening outside. There were birds, dogs, children, neighbors, lawnmowers, cars and trucks etc. Ordinary perhaps, but so much better than the sound of the air conditioner.

I Found God today in the cool air and sounds of life outside.

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Chocolate Pinata

Today a friend and I met for lunch. Unfortunately, the place she chose was not open. We talked about going another time when she told me that her birthday is next week. She said she usually celebrates for a whole week. I told her we should start today then. So she chose a Mexican restaurant for lunch. When we arrived, they had a big sign by the front door advertising a “Chocolate Pinata”. Of course, we decided to get one. We sat outside in the beautiful weather with a beautiful view of the mountains and exchanged stories of healing trips we had taken this summer. We both had a light lunch and ordered the pinata. It was much more of an event than either of us anticipated. The waiter brought out a giant tray that covered almost the entire table. The tray was decorated with chocolate and marshmallow syrup and whipped cream with a couple of containers of chocolate sauce. In the middle was the large, round, chocolate pinata suspended by a metal stand with a curved hook on the end. The waiter gave my friend a wooden stick. She gave the pinata one hard whack, and the whole thing came apart. Inside were little custard filled churros, fresh strawberries, and pineapple. They now covered the tray along with the broken pieces of chocolate. My friend and I had long forks to retrieve the goodies and dunk them in the chocolate sauce. It was quite a treat and a great way for my friend to start her birthday week. Both of us were so happy to have spent the time together and have such fun.

I Found God today spending fun time with a friend.

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Dancing Dad

As I was out and about today, I was stopped at a red light near the elementary school. This particular light is very long, so I have time to look around and notice things. Across the street was man walking with a little girl. I assumed he was the dad. As they approached their crossing walk which was also red, the man started doing marching and backwards steps and such. The little girl was amused and tried to do some of the same steps. What was really funny was that the man was doing his steps right in time to the music I was listening to. I wondered if he was also listening to it. It was an amusing scene that made me laugh.

I Found God today in a funny and ironic dancing man.

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Silent Retreat

Many years ago, I was on a retreat with a pastoral council. In the evening, someone put in the movie, “Into Great Silence”. It was filmed in the Grande Chartreuse, a monastery nestled deep in the French Alps. For approximately six months, the filmmaker immersed himself in the daily rituals, prayers and tasks performed by the Carthusian monks, considered to be among the most ascetic of all orders. The majority of their lives and the film was silent. Most people on the retreat couldn’t watch the full movie. However, I was enthralled by it. Today I talked with a woman who recently made a 5-day silent retreat. She said she usually does a silent retreat for 8 days. I couldn’t even imagine. Her retreat was led by her spiritual director via the Internet. She did actually speak to him a couple of times as a check in. She said her time was spent Jesus. She was in Eucharist Adoration for several hours. Some time was spent walking, but even then she was praying. She said by the time dinner finished, she was exhausted. So she did some light reading, which was about Catholicism and the New Testament. But, she said she loved every minute of her time away with Jesus. She highly recommended I take one. Perhaps some day I will.

I Found God today in a woman’s faith.

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Granddaughter’s Birthday

Today was my granddaughter’s 10th birthday. We went to a restaurant where she received a balloon, a happy birthday song from the employees, and an ice cream sundae to go along with dinner. I gave her a necklace that belonged to my mother that I thought would look nice with the dress she is wearing for the upcoming wedding. She felt pretty special and we reminisced over photos and stories from the past. Now she is double digits and feeling pretty big. It is a blessing to spend time with her.

I Found God today celebrating my granddaughter.

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Painful Best

I saw a quote today from C.S. Lewis that read, “We are not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be.”  That reminded me of my thoughts over the past several years. I always knew God was along side us in our struggles, but it didn’t seem right to me that it all should have been so difficult and painful. During this past year since my mom’s death, part of what I have been working through is fearing God’s plan for the rest of my life. I know His ways are good. I know life is difficult and painful. It’s that painful part that I would rather not experience. At the same time, I do have faith that God works all things for my good and for the good of those around me.

I Found God today remembering to have faith through life’s painful moments.