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Spring 2020

This time of quiet leaves us a lot of time to ponder and reflect. A friend wrote down her thoughts from the past week and shared them with us. I thought it was a beautiful meditation worth passing along:

SPRING 2020

March, with its wind, rain, and snow
Has brought with it
A new kind of day.

Yes, the sun still shines,
The snow is melting,
Buds are popping,
Spring has arrived.

But, as we sit alone and
ponder the unknown, we wonder
Who or what is this unwanted, uninvited
guest intruding into our lives,
Disrupting the entire world and causing  
so much suffering, uncertainty, and confusion.

How can life change so rapidly,
Propelling us to move from one lifestyle to another,
From everyday freedoms to unheard of restrictions,
To “Yes, I’ll talk to you but you must stay six feet from me,
and don’t forget your mask!”
The silence of the neighborhood – unnerving!

This swiftness reminds me of Palm Sunday,
The day on which Christ was celebrated with Hosannas
And just a few days later, the cry was “Crucify Him.”
How one joyous occasion morphed into sorrow.

To quote from a Lenten homily “This is Friday
and Sunday is coming,”
And now Sunday is here with its promise of renewal,
Hoping for more faith, hope, love, and trust in the One
Who, with His own two hands,
Created this beautiful world for all to enjoy.

Suffering will be with us always
But unexpected joys and miracles will intercede.
God bless all!

I Found God today in a thoughtful reflection from a friend.

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Proper Focus

I read a meditation today that was so fitting for life right now, I feel it needs to be shared. It is from Strength & Grace Daily Devotions and says in part:

” Despair and disappointment set in. A woe-is-me attitude prevails. How do we rise from the doldrums? How do we continue? We turn our faces toward the Lord God and know that He is in control….This doesn’t necessarily mean a change of circumstances, but a change of heart. And this is a choice we intentionally make…Focusing on the negative – choosing despair – doesn’t bring life. Voluntarily focusing on Jesus will…”

I Found God today in encouragement to not focus on negative, but turn to God.

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Easter in the Desert

A friend of mine has a daughter who is a Franciscan Sister. Over the years I have seen photos and videos of her. What is most evident is her joy. She has a beautiful faith that shines through her smile. The young woman is also a talented speaker and musician. My friend shared a recent video of her “Easter in the Desert” reflection. The message is on point and her love for God radiates through the screen. She talks about how to celebrate the Easter season without being able to get together as a family or as a church. She compares our experience to that of the Israelites who went out into the desert right after Passover. While there, they learned how to care for one another, to be obedient to God, and to lovingly depend on and trust in our loving God. I was inspired by the reflection. You can see it here.

I Found God today in a beautiful reflection by a beautiful young Sister.

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Finishing Lent

As we watched the Easter Sunday Mass this morning, I thought about how we had celebrated Holy Week. I think that praying with Pope Francis last week really set the tone. We watched Masses celebrated with the Pope, our own pastor at our parish, and from my previous parish where I used to live. Each had a different feel and a different message. With Pope Francis, I felt like I was celebrating with the global church. I saw him lead by example as he only had a few people there all spaced 6′ apart or so. His words were of hope and trust that we are not alone. When I watched the pastor from our current parish, it was very familiar and comfortable. He also spoke of hope and trust. Listening to my previous pastor was especially uplifting to me. He reflected on humility. As suggested by our pastor, we set out a table to be our home altar. On Palm Sunday, we place some old palms on it. On Holy Thursday we added a dish of water. Good Friday we placed a small crucifix that we used for veneration. Yesterday we put a small candle on the altar and lit it. Today we brought over the potted Easter Lily. During the Easter liturgy, I noticed that our small altar seemed to blend into the large one on the screen. So, while I realize my efforts during Lent were less than stellar, I did my best to finish strong.

I Found God today in all the different ways we were able to celebrate Holy Week and Easter.

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Grinch Returned Easter

A friend shared a reflection with me that was written by a retired Christian pastor. It really touched my heart, so am sharing it here.

THE GRINCH THAT RETURNED EASTER

Sometime in the last 2000 years—Resurrection Sunday got hijacked. It got commercialized into bunnies and eggs, chocolate rabbits and “tip of the hat” church attendance. In April 2020, Easter season has renewed meaning. America is “socially distancing and quarantined at home.” TWO thousand of our fellow Americans died yesterday from a virus. Millions are out of work. Life is surreal. No magic bullet awaits in the medicine cabinet. Like a Colorado wildfire, high winds can drive a flame-up and firestorm that creates another contagion hotspot like NYC, or Detroit, or New Orleans where medical capacity is quickly overwhelmed. There are similarities between today’s chaos and the initial crucifixion week twenty centuries ago.

• Oppression by an Enemy
For the first century Jews in Palestine, it was the heartless, cruel, corrupt, brutal, unjust boot-heel of the Roman Empire. Innocents suffered; fairness and justice were in short supply. There was no recourse to discrimination and bigotry. For us, it is a lethal virus that was unknown in our vocabulary four months ago. Unseen but present for days before it surfaces—it stealthily strikes like the darkness. Though it has ravaged seniors, it is no respecter of persons as rich and poor, famous and unknown, middle aged and young are victims as well.

• Rome Killed Brutally
Jesus’ treatment began with a flogging. His ambulance ride included the dragging of the crossbar of his cross. His ICU room was equipped with three nails, a thorny crown, and a sword penetration into his heart. Most disciples had scattered fearful for their lives, but Mary along with an aunt and the apostle John were within earshot. Perhaps the cruelest reality of death by Covid-19 is that it often occurs with the patient alone—due to infection fears, separated from his family. Last contact is often through “FaceTime” or other electronic mediums. The family and the victim are robbed of the priceless experience of surrounding the loved one on a hospital bed as he passes.

• The Disposition of Bodies
Jesus’ body was claimed—not by family members, but by Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus (ironically both former members of a hostile Jewish council) and hastily laid on a slab of rock in a new grave, then closed with a massive stone. This was not exactly a “body bag”—but was absent the traditional wailing and mourning that was central to a Jewish funeral. Deaths are occurring so rapidly in our larger cities that remains are often stored in chilled semi-trailers until disposition can be arranged. Mandated crowd sizes of 10 persons or less make a mortuary, church facility, or even graveside service an incomplete, awkward, empty time of saying “goodbye” to the deceased.

• Fear Grips Many Survivors
The disciples headed for their hideout. Perhaps the next boots on the steps and knock on the door would come from Roman soldiers seeking their arrest. A plethora of unknowns grips our hearts as we wonder: Will I, or my family, or friends be visited by this virus? Can life ever return to normal? When will it be safe to leave my home and return to work and socialize with friends? Could this worldwide pandemic lead to global financial collapse?

We Need Help!! More help than an anti-malaria drug. More help than a three trillion-dollar American bailout package. More help than adequate respirators and PPE equipment. More help than our economy restarting. Along with Mary and John, we need to stand at the foot of the cross and hear Jesus gasp to inhale every measure of air and exhale shouting, “It is Finished.” Contemporarily translated he was pronouncing, “The Price of Sin has been Paid, and Salvation by Grace has Started!” Along with the women who had returned on Sunday morning, we need to hear the angels say, “Why do you look for the living among the dead?” “He is not here, He Has Risen!” Along with Mary Magdalene, we need to hear those words spoken in the garden by Jesus, “Why are you crying? Who are you looking for? Along with Thomas, we need an encounter with Jesus where he says, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Stop doubting and believe.” And to fall on our knees like Thomas and proclaim, “My Lord and My God!” Easter celebration 2020 seems to have been “divinely” scheduled. Though few church buildings will have crowds this weekend, Resurrection will be celebrated in living rooms, family rooms, hospital rooms, overseas military facilities through live streaming, zoom connections, TV Broadcasts, videos, YouTube, Video recordings, etc. Most of the mediums available for broadcasting the Gospel would not have been created if the pandemic had occurred a decade earlier. God has “Made a Way!” And God is “Giving an Opportunity!”

The Grinch of Covid-19 has “Given Easter Back.” This lethal killer has made us pause from the rat-race of life to ask deep and relevant questions: Is there Life After Death?… Is there Hope and Peace for my Fear and Anxiety? … Can I trust Jesus for My Eternity? The Cross is the Hinge on the Door of History—and the Open Tomb is that Door which swings open to proclaim—as in the words of the old hymn, “Whosoever Will May Come.” This can be the BEST EASTER since John penned the words of Jesus in closing the Book of Revelation: “Yes, I am Coming Soon.” John’s agreeing benediction to close the Revelation was: “Amen, Come Lord Jesus.” Yes, Yes Indeed!! Quit seeking the Living among the Dead!

My perspective of Easter 2020, Don Needham

I Found God today in a profound way of contemplating the Passion and Resurrection of Jesus.

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Good Friday Prisoners

On this Good Friday, at 3:00 my parents and I searched for a Stations of the Cross that we could pray. We came across the recording of Pope Francis and started watching. He was once again in a mostly empty St. Peter’s Square, with a handful of people who would be processing with the cross. As we listened, we learned that the people were connected with a prison in one way or another. One was a freed prisoner, one was a family member of a victim of a violent crime, one was a guard, one was a man who was falsely imprisoned for 8 years, and there were others. The meditations for each station were written by prisoners. After the introduction of the first station, the meditation was read. The person who wrote it was currently serving a life sentence. His father was also imprisoned, but had died. His story was heart-wrenching. He said that he can’t take away the evil that he had done and that he thought about it constantly. He talked about his childhood of stuttering, lack of education, and bullying. In Jesus’ Passion story, he saw himself as Barabbas. But in all the pain, he said that prison was his salvation. That is where he met Jesus. There was hope in the darkness and in the suffering. It was all a little too intense for my parents, so we didn’t continue watching. But what we did see stuck with me. On this night when we remember Jesus arrested unjustly, tortured, and put to death as an innocent man, the real people and real stories of similar circumstances was very powerful.

I Found God today in a powerful story of salvation.

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God’s Service

As we enter into the Triduum, I admittedly have been struggling the past few days. I can’t even really explain it, but likely a combination of many factors – every day stress topped with a lack of social interaction, missing my friends and other family members, not being able to attend Mass or receive the Eucharist, being super vigilant to prevent disease that just a trip to the grocery store or “essential needs” causes extreme anxiety. Yesterday, a friend suggested I was walking with Jesus through His Passion. Perhaps that as well. My parents and I tuned into my previous parish for Mass tonight. I always love listening to the priest there. He talked about how Holy Thursday is about humble service. That is a concept I understand all too well and work towards every day. But, the priest brought out another point. The God of the Universe came to the Earth He created in order to serve US. The priest talked about how Peter didn’t want Jesus to wash his feet. Jesus responded that if he didn’t, Peter would not be able to enter into His Kingdom. We must humbly allow God to serve us – to fill us with the things we need to live the life He gave us. I will try to do that especially this Holy Triduum.

I Found God today in a reminder to allow God to serve me.

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Medical Miracle

Last month, a friend’s mother was hospitalized with dizziness and high blood pressure. At that time, they thought she might have been on the verge of having a stroke and did plenty of testing. They found that she had markers for bone cancer and sent her home to follow up with assorted specialists. Since then, she has had more tests and scans, all pointing toward the same diagnosis of a bone cancer. As they were doing one scan, they continued to ask if she was in pain. Actually, since the hospitalization, she has been feeling better and better. I gave her some holy water from Lourdes a while ago as she was being treated for large areas of skin cancer on her head and neck. At one point they found another spot, but she kept putting the holy water on in and when it came time to treat it, it was gone. She has been continuing to bless herself with the holy water through her current ordeal. After the last scan that she had, the doctor scheduled a phone appointment to go over the details of all the testing. I talked to my friend today after the phone call. Her first sentence was that her mother is a miracle. Evidently the cancer doctor said he was very confused. He said that all the markers were there for the bone cancer, but they didn’t find any. In fact, the markers now were non-existent. He said that this is not how these things go. Typically for the type of cancer they anticipated, she would have the disease in other parts of her body. But, they found nothing. He was baffled. My friend and her mom knew it was due to prayers and the holy water.

I Found God today in a medical miracle.

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Music Speaks

April and May bring the celebrations of my parents’ wedding anniversary and both of their birthdays. Today they received a box in the mail from my mom’s sister. After carefully unwrapping layers of bubble wrap we came to beautifully framed artwork. Reading the note revealed that the piece had been sewn by my cousin’s wife. My aunt had seen the quote and asked if she could create it. The fabric is stitched with a piano keyboard and the phrase, “When words fail Music speaks”. It is so fitting for them as they recall so much of their lives together through music. It was a very beautiful, personal, and thoughtful gift.

I Found God today in a beautiful, fitting gift.

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A Real Mask

We have been told to wear a face mask now when we go outside of the house for our essential needs to help curb the spread of the coronavirus. My parents and I watched some videos that described how to sew them and how to make some without sewing. My mom sewed for years and years and made most of our clothes as we were growing up. She even made a sports jacket for my dad and later a swimming suit for me. Last year, we brought her old sewing machine from the cabin and got it in good working order. Our plan was to get out the materials and sew some masks over the weekend. However, my mom started having stomach issues and just has not been up to sewing. We made some of the no-sew variety and my brother tried one when he went out today. He said that it worked ok. However, this evening, a friend who is an excellent seamstress let me know that she had made some for me. She came over and dropped them off. They are wonderful and will be very effective. I am so grateful for her friendship and her generosity.

I Found God today in my generous and talented friend.